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03 March 2008 @ 03:53 pm
29 February 2008 @ 03:44 pm
I like Tuesdays.
And I like Fridays.
Tuesdays aren't Mondays.
Fridays signal the end of the week.
Tuesdays I get to drink a lot and maybe have sex with a sexy fellow model.
Fridays I get to drink a lot.
So I really couldn't wait until today.
And I like Fridays.
Tuesdays aren't Mondays.
Fridays signal the end of the week.
Tuesdays I get to drink a lot and maybe have sex with a sexy fellow model.
Fridays I get to drink a lot.
So I really couldn't wait until today.
18 February 2008 @ 11:52 pm
Life's pretty...normal right now.
I'm happy.
Like, really happy.
Which is something I haven't accomplished in...a very long time.
I have someone who Ilove care about.
They care about me too.
It makes me feel really happy to be able to say that.
I'm happy.
Like, really happy.
Which is something I haven't accomplished in...a very long time.
I have someone who I
They care about me too.
It makes me feel really happy to be able to say that.
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerful06 January 2008 @ 06:26 pm
I'm going out of my fucking mind with work.
"Hirakoba-san, pose like this!"
"Hirakoba-san! POSE LIKE THAT. DON'T MOVE. DON'T BREATHE!"
Well screw you. .___.
.....Eheh.
"Hirakoba-san, pose like this!"
"Hirakoba-san! POSE LIKE THAT. DON'T MOVE. DON'T BREATHE!"
Well screw you. .___.
.....Eheh.
Current Mood: 
blank
blankCurrent Music: Tainted Love ♫ Marilyn Manson
25 November 2007 @ 08:22 pm
Oh my god I live, I swear.
I've been just hanging out, going to shoots, playing with Remus.
I'm feeling almost 100 % better.
Still haven't gained back all that weight I lost but...
Things are getting better for me.
I've been just hanging out, going to shoots, playing with Remus.
I'm feeling almost 100 % better.
Still haven't gained back all that weight I lost but...
Things are getting better for me.
29 October 2007 @ 03:47 pm
I've been feeling better.
But then not.
I'm at a lull right now.
Not happy but not depressed.
I grabbed some manju and ate those. God, food never tasted so goodafter starving yourself though I threw up some of it after I ate.
My head hurts though, so I'm going to lay down.
My cell phone's on.
Oh, Dan.
Want to do me a favor and take Remus out on a walk for me?
He's been feeling neglected because we haven't been on that many lately.
But then not.
I'm at a lull right now.
Not happy but not depressed.
I grabbed some manju and ate those. God, food never tasted so good
My head hurts though, so I'm going to lay down.
My cell phone's on.
Oh, Dan.
Want to do me a favor and take Remus out on a walk for me?
He's been feeling neglected because we haven't been on that many lately.
Current Mood: blah
blahCurrent Music: I Really Want You ♪ James Blunt
25 October 2007 @ 07:51 pm
Fuck this.
Going out to walk Remus and then going out to drink.
I'll be back. hopefully.
If I'm not dragged to someone's bed and taken advantage of.
Going out to walk Remus and then going out to drink.
I'll be back. hopefully.
If I'm not dragged to someone's bed and taken advantage of.
Current Mood: 
bitchy
bitchyCurrent Music: Why Should I Be Sad ♪ Britney Spears
21 October 2007 @ 10:47 pm
Current Mood: 
distressed
distressedCurrent Music: I Miss You ♪ Sweetbox
18 October 2007 @ 05:26 pm
I want to fucking give up.
But I...don't want to at the same time.
16 pounds.
I'm going to go walk around and see if I can distract myself.
But I...don't want to at the same time.
I'm going to go walk around and see if I can distract myself.
Current Mood: 
aggravated
aggravatedCurrent Music: Bitches ♪ Mindless Self-Indulgence
09 October 2007 @ 08:05 pm
Dyed my hair for a job~
I think it looks rather nice, don't you?
Current Mood: 
busy
busyCurrent Music: Psychobabble ♪ Frou Frou
06 October 2007 @ 09:48 am
I am not a woman.
I am not a whore.
No, I will not sleep with you.
You are a disgusting middle-aged man.
Ew.
I'm happily in a relationshipI think and that's not going to change anytime soon.
I miss him so much. I want him here.
Nothing else to bitch about.
13 pounds. I've lost 13 pounds since this began..
I am not a whore.
No, I will not sleep with you.
You are a disgusting middle-aged man.
Ew.
I'm happily in a relationship
Current Mood: cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: Kizuna ♪ Kamenashi Kazuya
25 September 2007 @ 06:01 pm
What a big mess I'm in.
Does he...?
See?
You can actually see my bellybutton piercing a little bit.
;P I loved the clothes for the shoot though, and they let me keep it.
Current Mood: 
accomplished
accomplishedCurrent Music: AFFAIR ♪ Suga Sugao
22 September 2007 @ 10:41 pm
I walked Remus at TWO in the morning.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm going insane.
So freaking insane.
I barely sleep at night.
I'm skipping more meals.
Bad me D:
Hah. Wouldn't that be a laugh if I got Anorexia this time. Who's going to help me through that one? I was lucky that I had Akutsu when I went through Bulimia..
...To make up for skipping dinner, I'm going to go make myself something to eat.
Or rather buy something.
Like a healthy meatball sub with chips ♥
Yes, can't you tell that reeks of healthy eating?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm going insane.
So freaking insane.
I barely sleep at night.
I'm skipping more meals.
Bad me D:
...To make up for skipping dinner, I'm going to go make myself something to eat.
Or rather buy something.
Like a healthy meatball sub with chips ♥
Yes, can't you tell that reeks of healthy eating?
Current Mood: cynical
cynicalCurrent Music: SexyBack ♪ Justin Timberlake
16 September 2007 @ 01:28 am
I'm bored.
Someone want to go hang out with me and buy me drinks?
I'll make it worth your while~
Someone want to go hang out with me and buy me drinks?
I'll make it worth your while~
Current Mood: bored
boredCurrent Music: Beauty & Stupid ♪ hide
11 September 2007 @ 10:39 pm
This lack of affection's getting to me.
Ryoga. Where are you? D:
Ryoga. Where are you? D:
Current Mood: 
lonely
lonelyCurrent Music: Your Star ♪ Evanescence
06 September 2007 @ 08:52 pm
So~
I did a underwear shoot.
I'm pretty covered up though.
So no perving on it, okay? ;P
Enjoy.
But not too much.
Ew.
I did a underwear shoot.
I'm pretty covered up though.
So no perving on it, okay? ;P
Enjoy.
But not too much.
Ew.
Current Mood: flirty
flirtyCurrent Music: Hey! Say! ♪ Hey! Say! 7
27 August 2007 @ 04:02 pm
That guy from PuriMedia.
All his happy is making me feel sick.
Not that there's...anything wrong with him being happy.
I'm happy, but goodness. It's like happy overload for me and...ugh.
I think I'm going to go take a nice long bath. A bubblebath if I can find my bath stuff.
This makes me want a jacuzzi bath. D:
So I'm off ♥
Note to self:
Give Remus a bath and take him to get his nails fucking trimmed. Ow D:
All his happy is making me feel sick.
Not that there's...anything wrong with him being happy.
I'm happy, but goodness. It's like happy overload for me and...ugh.
I think I'm going to go take a nice long bath. A bubblebath if I can find my bath stuff.
This makes me want a jacuzzi bath. D:
So I'm off ♥
Note to self:
Give Remus a bath and take him to get his nails fucking trimmed. Ow D:
Current Mood: content
contentCurrent Music: livEVIL ♪ Nightmare
23 August 2007 @ 06:55 pm
So I'm very bored.
I had a shoot this morning and it was okay. The guy I was with felt me up a little too much D<.
Didn't even stop even after I told him my boyfriend wouldn't like it. Ugh, just because you're extremely good looking doesn't mean you get to touch someone who is happily taken.
Jerk.
I'm going out tonight~
I'm thinking Greek ♥
OH!
And I also hope you enjoy this:
I had a shoot this morning and it was okay. The guy I was with felt me up a little too much D<.
Didn't even stop even after I told him my boyfriend wouldn't like it. Ugh, just because you're extremely good looking doesn't mean you get to touch someone who is happily taken.
Jerk.
I'm going out tonight~
I'm thinking Greek ♥
OH!
And I also hope you enjoy this:
Current Mood: annoyed
annoyedCurrent Music: PEACH ♪ Otsuka Ai
13 August 2007 @ 01:44 am
I've got a shoot tomorrow and going out by my lonesome to go eat Thai food.
♥ yum.
There's really nothing else to update about.
He's home ♥
Remus is hellbent on chewing my socks.
....Ugh.
Current Mood: calm
calmCurrent Music: Seishun Amigo ♪ Shuuji to Akira
05 August 2007 @ 03:02 pm
Huh.
Never thought I'd feel so broken over a man.
I'm going to go take a shower, regardless if it's broken and I get doused with freezing water.
Then I'm sleeping.
I miss sleep.
I'm going to go take a shower, regardless if it's broken and I get doused with freezing water.
Then I'm sleeping.
I miss sleep.
Current Mood: distressed
distressedCurrent Music: I'm So Sick ♪ Flyleaf